i've been neglecting this place... there's nothing much going on in my life... i've cut away everything and i'm just standing at the edge of the whirlpool that is my life, as it see it being flushed away. i have become somewhat of a spectator in my own self, just seeing my life through my eyes and not really reacting anymore... i watch as i fall behind in my class, i watch as i take the public transport... i watch the computer... i watch... my life go by. i cant really type right now... so this will have to suffice as an update.