i have a feeling its time to end this blog, perhaps start a new one to continue into another phase of this experiment in living. like a milestone in a software engineering project, this phase, i suspect, has come to an end.

my friend asked me for permission to quote a line from my blog.

i wished i died the day u left. cos it feels like... i died and didnt know it... and i continue to breathe, thinking i was alive.

ironically, i was surprised when he told me the line. i didnt recognise it. i had no idea who wrote it, nor could i even think it was written by me. it seemed like, to use a cliche, a whole life away. and such a gaping gulf between.

i think im gonna find out how to back up my blog and shut this down soon.